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Surrender

by Riley Skinner

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1.
Dirty 04:20
where are you going, where are you going away from me again? away from me again, oh away from me again? where are you going, why are going away from me again? oh babe away from me again, oh... away from me again? haven't I told you that I want you back with me again? haven't I told you that I want you back? stay here in the wind with me face your fears and dreams with me haven't I told you that I want you back? is it harder to see? is it harder to see? is it hard to see? is our love hard to hold? is it hard see with your eyes wide open? is it harder to see me at all? is it all? Is it all? when you find your way back to me again again will you find your way back? when you find your way back to me again again will you find your way back? all I know...all I know.... is I was made of mud from the riverbed of us where you pulled me from the silty stream – refused to wash my body clean I'm dirty... is it harder to see? is it harder to see? is it harder to see? is it hard to see? is our love hard to hold? is it hard to see with your arms wide open? is it harder to see me at all? is it all? is it all?
2.
Friend 03:24
I had a friend once somehow we lost it I thought I knew exactly what it was -- it was nothing at all remember driving around in your car? back then I think I loved you but maybe you could just get around and I'd be stuck without you I liked the idea of what I could be in your eyes I wanted to see with your eyes -- see what you see in me if you'd stuck around, I'd be coming over we'd cook up something we'd drink a beer on the porch but I don't know you and I don't want to I liked the idea… I liked the idea... I liked the idea... I liked the idea... tell me what you learned did you learn anything at all from treating me so badly?
3.
Swallow Song 03:57
your chin is resting in your hand a wave churns salt through the sand a swallow dives to catch a fly If he is happy so am I...so am I... you took a dip in Neptune's pool he turned your skin so pale and cool flesh of a fish, flesh of a sin flesh of a child who learned to swim you're floating all around now, your mind is wandering you're floating all around now, your mind is wandering you're floating all around now, your mind is wandering you're floating all around now… oh to know what you are thinking I turned every rock but came up empty I remember your eyes and the lightening bugs blinking I'll sing them a song so they won't forget me a flower's petals wilt from bloom a dusky haze, a small ripe moon a swallow flits across the sky if he is happy so am I
4.
we all miss her in our way – that's the hardest part for me at the end of the day and I've never seen a boy cry like that you were on the wrong side of the tracks you were on the wrong side of the tracks and you seemed so unbothered, never even looking back we drove out of our way to say goodbye to my family I don't know when I'll see them again -- but we used to hang around with them we used to hang around with them but it seems like a long time ago and you hadn't met before so now you know what it's like to be with me and what other fruits are born from this tree for better or worse I suppose... do you think they ever think of us? I bet they think that we are on the wrong side, that we are on the wrong side of the tracks I bet they think that we are on the wrong side, that we are on the wrong side of the tracks
5.
snow dusted through in the night and I feel like myself for the first time in a long time I thought I'd be someone else by now but I can't control the way time passes unexpectedly the pressure's just been building to this moment – I know we all feel it... it makes me wonder if there's something new, some little light pushing through, I wonder if there’s something new, some little light pushing through me and even in my darkest moments I hope you know -- there is a spark here I feel the tapestry of your love wrapped around me and you go a long way in making my whole day you go a long way in making my whole day I may not ever be in the right place at the right time but I have something worth holding on to and you go a long way you go a long way you go a long way in making my whole day
6.
I can admit I never thought I’d see the day when I could feel this way again she is obsessed with carnal otherness, she is obsessed with me she is obsessed with original sin, she is obsessed with original sin she is obsessed, she is obsessed, she is obsessed with me tell her that she’s understood, no, you are on your own, oh, you are the whole thing just now -- don’t worry baby she knows that this life’s unfair, no, you are on your own, oh, you are the whole thing, baby you’ve got ahold of something -- you can’t explain it you looked inside and it was scary and if you push me down, does that make it better? you can be rough with me baby I just can seem to be who you want me to with my worn-out songs and point of view tell me what you want, tell me what you want, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me what you want from me ‘cause I’d like some weight off… I’d like some weight off of me… I’d like some weight off… I’d like some weight off of me… everything that you want, don’t you know I want it too? everything that you want, don’t you know I want it too?
7.
Keeper 03:11
you couldn't be a friendlier keeper who is sought and who is the seeker? I'm caught like a fish who knows better I want to be trapped by you I'll learn to be your partner I'll burn a little hotter I have an ace up my sleeve I'll play it when I'm good and ready there is still some room to breathe in the warp and the weft that lets us give and receive still, sometimes, aloneness fuels me in my body I don't know if I like myself without it it's all out on the table so let's put our feet up when we're able It's hard to feel good these days but you keep me trying to be the best I can be to be a wheel that is turning I've made a lot of mistakes but... I'm learning there is still some room to breathe In the warp and the weft that lets us give and receive still, sometimes, aloneness fuels me in my body I don't know if I like myself without it there is still some room to breathe in the warp and the weft that lets us give and receive still, sometimes, aloneness fuels me sometimes, aloneness fuels me in my body I don't like myself without it
8.
Guarded 03:09
all I am is wandering... all I am is wandering...is wandering... all I need is to be seen, and that's hard for me all I need is to be seen, and that's hard for me 'cause I'm guarded ... and if I knew how to begin I'd open the door and let you in and I know that I'd feel so much better it should be easy! it should be easy! it should be easy! it should be easy! all I know, is change is hard, and it comes so slow and all I need is to be seen, and that's hard for me 'cause I'm guarded
9.
Surrender 06:13
stepping over needles discarded on the sidewalk I feel you reaching towards me like a viper, like a siren -- what are you needing? besides the comfort of my contact? I'll give you what I have on me, but nothing beats the moment of sweet, sweet surrender… sweet, sweet surrender... even in your silence you are prescient, you are a messiah I listened to you preach once, saying nothing from the pulpit of a bus stop in the rain, “blessed are those who sing" sing of surrender... sing, sing of surrender... maybe you were born to show us what we already knew about god maybe you were born to show us what we already knew about love maybe you were born to show me what I already knew about god maybe you were born to show me what I already knew about love please don't take me with you -- where you're going, I don't want to I feel you reaching towards me but I can't be, I am not your sweet surrender… sweet, sweet surrender...

about

Most of the songs on this album are about queer identity and intimacy expressed through the metaphor of nature. As queer people, we are so often told that who we are and how we love is unnatural, and that is simply not true. With that comes a lot of baggage that has to be sorted. Embracing myself fully as a queer person has been an act of surrendering fully to who I am. It’s meant allowing myself to fall apart and feel out of control, but also to embrace that place of chaos and find some ease and joy there. Writing the songs on this album was deeply cathartic for me, and I hope that in sharing as vulnerably and authentically as I can that you will surrender to this music as well.

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released November 10, 2023

​​All music and lyrics written by Riley Skinner
Recorded at Salon Sonics by Holly Hansen
Mixed and Mastered by Greg Obis

Drums and percussion by Colleen Burns
Bass by Shannon van der Reck

Album art by Eliza Weber

Featured artists:
Cooper Stoulil -- electric guitar on Dirty
Margo Ramsay -- flute on Swallow Song
Zack Warpinski -- pedal steel on Surrender

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Riley Skinner Minneapolis, Minnesota

Riley Skinner is an avant-garde folk performer based in Minneapolis, MN. Her music draws on intriguing melodies, textured layers of sound and intimate lyrics to answer one core question, "why am I here?". Riley also creates work for her duo, Heddwen, and performs primarily in the Midwest. ... more

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